Ugh, so why is it when you see one thing and it devastates you…. then the same person who did that starts to act all sweet and caring again?

PPC can read my mood, even over text message! It’s not like i can tell him what’s upsetting me, because it’s about HIM! This is why I haven’t really set out to like anyone in so long. It makes things awkward, and weird for me. and i act like a stupid girl. I need to stop being a stupid girl.